Anonymous thoughts.

I really am happy for you, I just want to make sure you know that before I let everything else out. In a sense as long as you are happy, then I am happy. I would like to think this is true, even though only a small part of me is happy, whilst the other part is very hurt and not at all impressed.

I think you are an amazing girl, probably one of the best I have ever met. I think you deserve the world because you are so very beautiful, funny, sexy, nice, caring, thoughtful and gorgeous. I really like you and deep down, I know that I wouldn’t stand a chance with you for a minute.. You are not mine, you are his and it gets to me seeing you together, but when things are good between you although my jealousy takes over, I am happy for you. Even though I think you could do so much better, but hey, that’s just my opinion.

You also confuse me.. My friends all think you’re into me, even though I have told them that they know nothing, and there would be no chance in hell you would ever go as low as someone like me.. But all my friends saying the same things make me think. Are you giving me signals?

… I thought I was going somewhere with this, but after all that none of this makes sense.. But I guess I feel better after writing it. Maybe.